- Home
-
Poetry
- Community development
The Reinvention of Time Travel
Settlers
There seems to be no escape
from subjectivity?
Why me? 5 (It’s still about me, isn’t it?)
Does it mean when the lights turn red
and there’s still nothing on the road ahead
that I’m special for the life I’ve led?
Or have I been overlooked instead
because I said I wasn’t wed
or once I stayed too long in bed?
Can I deny all I’ve just read,
claim this is someone else’s thread
(the poetry went to my head)?
Is my life rich like sandwich spread
or as homogenous as bread?
As I said, it will always be
all about me
… except in places and
times before the
Traveller was born …
Explorers don’t always board the bus.
Perhaps they book another hotel night,
or ditch the gang, duck the homebound flight,
extend their stay a lifetime. There’s no rush.
Settlers 1: Conception
Now at war’s-end two lovers hand in hand
sat close on the bridge: a mother–to-be
and a father watched water run beneath
rinsing out certainties and stains upstream,
washing to cities of what is to come.
Bright Young Belgravia and Mayfair Things
undressed there for dirty Skindles weekends,
or slept and left their Thames Hotel excess.
Outraged local decency came unlaced
while the King raced his Rolls up High Street,
took whores on Queen Street, and harpies on Park.
Here by the shipping wharfs of Maidenhythe
village girls purporting still to be maids
scrubbed clothes with silt-and-river memories
in songs of seven centuries ago.
Perhaps these uncouth wash-girls danced nymph-like
to tease blushing farmer lads and delight
the mountebanks and merchants who stumbled from
the flimsy wood-built bridge with its swingeing tolls.
And here came tales of princes, Parliament
and plays, and punishings from travel west,
the slime at Slough and how scared and scathed
you’d be by howling skies at Honeslaw Heath.
Then travellers moved on leaving maids stirred,
unsettled, muted by marvels they’d heard.
Settlers 2: Landscrapes
Marsh
Residents died when skies etched the marsh
and ague ran over All Hallows and Grain;
with more mist than myth, more harbour than hearth,
they buried Hoo knows, but found me a name.
too tied for an island, too loose to be land
too dry to be estuary, too riven by streams
too lethal for strangers but home to the blind
too worldly to swallow political dreams
too dark for halos too bright for hallows
too easy for bikers too early for cars
too low for engines with ladders and hose
too windy for neighbours with houses on fire
too late for umbrellas too light to catch air
too poor for sickness too proud to have cares
too bitter for siblings too harsh for heirs
too sad for tears with children to spare
too barren for youth, and too lush for war.
Nine hundred years lived in proximity,
chalk runs to Cliffe, mist to infinity:
the Marshes have reasons too long for their shore.
Chalk
I too come from land where chalk runs to sand,
from cowslip to cowwheat, from beech to bland,
where flint meets gravel, and elegy ode,
a place that consumes the broken and old,
where Quarry Woods dizzily shrink the Thames,
where detritus and deluge faced their ends,
and Waltham Plain’s precocious shove denies
their hard-edged challenge with its compromise.
Gravel
Up against lanes of azalea and ash,
unabashed by that entitlement and dash,
the parents pulled hope from a void between wars,
and spoke of the past as history’s flaws;
the years to come were welcome guests, though both
soon loathed to be gorged by their greed and growth.
So they marched as landmarks to match, the way
escarpments in trees brace the river’s race
and curl from an unassuming distance,
dignified by purpose and resistance.
Settlers 3: Rhymes for the Blorenge
Strange bird calls near dawn spurn a still field mist,
defeat a sophistry of feeding gulls.
The timber wagons lunge down lanes and list
with wood for hafts and harrows – all the tools
precious to labourers and artisans;
their welfare – like the churchyard yews
churned by rolling winds – surges, slumps and bends,
till cottaged workers have no more to lose.
An ancient inn half way from county-town
to sea pours relief and sweetens travel
before the stumbling turnpike road stoops down
and swerves to jump the mercury canal.
One way a tow-path hauls to Pontypool,
the other plods the wooded Vale of Usk
where brawling forge-hands, forced by sweethearts, crawl
back drunk and daft with laughter after dusk.
Between the Blorenge and the Sugarloaf
the farmers vie to out-indulge their wives –
with finest flour from Buckland Mill for stoves,
and pure gold honey mined from local hives.
The mists dissolve to rain, then snow to sleet,
on till the winter splinters into spring,
as birds fling mawkish cries across the wheat,
and stalk a country squire’s swagger and swing.
… though place and time may not
be as settled as they seem …Unsettler
The past is a time of passage and passing
when embered acers face the end,
and cherry sap slips away from branches
dripping ochre, olive, crimson-green.
Old bracken blisters, cracks and curls again.
dyes the moor milk-chocolate brown.
Rain rakes rivulets of mud by the barn
and hooves carve chevrons and crosshatchings;
the rough farm track is brushed and bared elsewhere.
Mosaics of pebbles emerge from runoff.
We know the present is no stable place,
but our learning will have come to nothing
if we cannot read or appreciate
the change and danger of autumn,
Time seems to run: in fact it surrounds us –
wolves in woods lurking ahead and behind.
It’s said forgetting is the human way
to survive, but so is remembering.
You might catch its flash like kingfisher blue
in a flick of reeds. Perhaps some other bird,
A train of thought, a faint recollection
of some ancient hope or joy. We can’t be sure.
Before March, tentative celandines
celebrate a premature spring.
Mosses mount in minor fronds
on the bones of the telegraph poles;
pigeons hang to bald wires, harbingers.
Woodland floors turn nondescript green,
dogs mercury stirs the countdown, the burn
when everything alive points to the sky
poised for the taper of sunlight that ignites
primroses and stitchworts, and sprays cow parsley
proudly in milky clouds down country roads.
These are dangerous days which may defect
to any future of our conjecture.
… whether real or imagined
Settlers 4: Footprints on Mars
What if ours are the first footprints on Mars?
This planet that wears no outcast sagas
plays a pristine half-world hanging
on a threshold thread of space,
all comparisons borrowed from Earth,
and poised to be likewise despoiled.
Imagine this responsibility.
We will have come to investigate “anomalies”,
the geologist’s term for fucked if we know,
the optimist’s term for down-slope hopes
of ever finding non-terrestrial life.
There were no giants rolling boulders here
or gods with seismic thunder to astonish
these unremitting deserts or tame vanished seas:
only human failure, jealousy and lust,
can outrage this incontinent land.
Remoteness not ghosts froze this surface underworld.
We may in solitude construct flowers from rust,
turn sand grains to leaf-mold, craters to brush,
we may create new landforms from dust,
blind in the eye of year-long storms.
We may stand in foothills on jagged stream waste
shadowed by the dead volcano 16 miles high.
pale against the inkjet pink jet sky
whose opaque sunlight will soon subside
to darkness, silence and ice.
But the life we discover here will be ours,
and we may yet come to respect that these
were always the first footprints on Mars.
Even if the future is uncertain,
we should be ready to shake the curtain.
Digital police treat me like a prime:
they count on differentials; I’m
the proof and price of calculated crime.
My number’s up. I feel the byte of time.
- Community development